Tuesday, August 31, 2004
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*Sian Sian Sian Sian Ar... HELP!!!*
31/08/04
9.40pm
Did not went to skool again.. Aiyo tis is the 4th day liao.. Si liao le la.. Tml duno wat to tell the lecturers oso.. *Still tinking of excuses..* Ytd was the celebration of MeiZhu bdae.. We would suspose to meet at Sembawang station at 5.30pm but end up reach there at 6 plus.. Lolx.. We did not meant to be late.. Haha.. Sj n me pei wL went hm.. Cos he wan to take money n Sj wanted to change into jeans.. Den we took shuttle bus to duno where.. Which shopping centre? Lolx.. Den ate at the top floor the restuarant.. The foods was not bad.. N the most of all it is quite cheap.. After eating den we start to cut the birthday cake.. Ate quite a big slice.. Hehe.. I am a fat ass.. Lolx.. Den after eating.. We really duno where to head lor.. Den MeiZhu gif each of us a pieces of paper n we wrote where we wish to go.. I wrote "HOME" Lolx.. They found out is mi.. Haix.. Not fun.. In the end.. We used Sj 1.. Go Kbox.. Since monday is members' nite ma.. So might as well.. Haha.. Den we start to kuang sing as usual.. I felt i sings beri nice tt nite.. Cos she is on my thoughts.. Haha.. Den i jux imagine lor.. Stoopid mi.. After singing at 5.. We decided to chill out at 1 of the 24hrs coffee club or wat.. In the end we went Swensen.. Ordered 2 fries.. They put the fries on the plates.. So nice of them.. Gif us so mux.. Hehex.. Den actually wanted to eat de.. But the main courses all so X.. So we made a daring decision.. Go 7 eleven n buy cup noodles back to eat.. Haha.. Ji tao dun care abt our xin xiang.. Haha.. After eating we start to play games lor.. Den gt forfits 1.. Like we each member hold a packet of sugars.. salt.. pepper.. Den the losers will choose 1 lor.. Den they will haf to eat half the packets.. Haha.. So fun.. After tt we make the forfits even worse.. We played wif those things n put them into the water.. The first cup was alrite la.. Still can ta han.. But den the second cup was.. Ji tao er.. Cos gt the chilli oil.. Duno which bloody idiot put 1.. Drink finish all.. *Went hm n straight away lao sai for 1/2 hrs* Hope MeiZhu enjoys her 19th bdae wif us.. Cos i enjoyed it myself.. Cheers!!! =x
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 9:58 PM|
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Monday, August 30, 2004
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*Spinning Headache...*
30/08/04
12.52pm
Headache as to y things mux go tis way? First of all.. Lets us wish 2 of my fren happy birthday.. - Happy Birthday To MeiZhu & KaiLinG - They r 2 persons i nv regret knowing.. Did not go skool for 3 days liao.. In fact i dun tink tml i going.. Dun haf the mood to study u sees.. So fan these few days.. Haix.. I saw her on friday.. She came down to sing.. Thoughts n unhappiness crosses my mind.. She is still the same old her.. Cheerful.. Happy.. I even saw some 1 close to her.. Maybe she has found someone ba.. I am not sad over tis.. I really feel happy for her.. I am oso glad to say.. My feelings for her is not as strong as last time le.. Feelings now for her is only friendship.. Finally told Lorenz i dowan to work liao.. He was at first not beri agreeable.. But after i told him abt my studies.. He told mi to work 4 him the most another 2 wks.. Or maybe 1 wk.. Until he gt someone to replace us.. Actually i do feel smth for kster.. Cos tis is 1 work i haf worked 4 quite long.. I tink i worked there gt 5 mths liao.. Gt a bit yi yi bu she.. Wad to do.. Every1 leaving.. My studies slacking.. Haix.. Blog there is smth i wish to tell u tt is in my mind for a beri long time.. I tink i am in love.. But i not sure myself.. Cos i duno if i am using her to 4get my ex u sees.. When she is sad.. I am.. Is tis love? Or tis is jux a crush? I told myself not to rush things.. So till now i nv confess my feelings to her.. I dowan later fren oso cant be.. I tink time had told mi an answer.. But now.. I tink 1 of my best pals is in love wif her too.. Wad am i going to do? Can some 1 tells mi? I haf to act normal in front of him.. It is beri.. Tt explains y i am drinking these few days.. I am really at lost.. Tis situation happens to mi once.. I choose love.. But it is not always so lucky to haf my fren back.. I tink tis time.. I will choose friendship.. I will gif up when my love for her is not tt deep.. Loving someone is not abt wanting her by ur side.. It is wanting her to be happy.. I hope he stands a betta chances den mi.. I wish him all the best..
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 12:50 PM|
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
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*Shaggy But Still Can Smile..*
26/08/04
12.20pm
Hmm.. Haven really gt tis feeling 4 a beri long time le.. I was actually busy the past few days.. On monday i went to skool as usual.. zX sms mi in the noon asking mi out.. I sees he so ke lian.. Cos Sunday i did not went out wif him.. I was so lazy to get up frm my bed.. I was slping until evening.. Haha.. But i did said sry to u.. Actually we intend to call LeeTian, wL 1 de.. Den zX asks mi go call kL.. Haha.. Den he told mi smth.. Nex monday was MeiZhu de bdae.. So it crashes wif kL de birthday oso.. Den zX ask mi to ask her out den sun bian celebrate her bdae lor.. But too bad.. She was sick on monday.. Even went to see a doc.. Hmm.. Quite serious hor.. Actually i duno how many times she get sick le.. Lent mi ur 2 hands oso cant count finish.. Lolx.. Aniway.. Went down to orchard n meet him.. Went to makan first n discuss abt kL bdae the nex day.. Call Zhen up.. Den Yun ar.. Den Every 1 lor.. After makan.. We went Far East go shop to get kL de present.. But den is actually the main purpose is zX buying his shirt at POA.. Tt ass.. In e end.. We found a necklace at Bits & Pieces.. It was so nice.. Ji tao cute.. The pendant is a angel lai de.. Hehe.. Gt meaning de.. I told u liao.. *WinKs* After tt we went to sing lor.. Tian gt project.. wL say he cum nex day to celebrate kL bdae not monday.. Onli we 2 tian mi mi.. A bit sianx la.. But we kuang sing tt day.. Haha.. We even quarrel over singing even onli we 2 nia.. Cos we kept dowan each other to disturb.. We wan solo sing the whole song.. Haha.. It was fun.. Went hm ard 12 plus like tt.. Nex day.. Went to skool without anything.. Cos onli gt 2 hrs lessons nia.. Den can go out liao.. After skool.. Classmates pull mi go kbox sings.. Haix.. Ji tao.. A bit feng.. Cos ytd sing den afternoon sing den evening sing again.. Ji tao havoc.. Haha.. Went to parkway de kbox sing klunch.. I kuang sing the pu tong peng you.. It was so nice.. Ji tao love the song.. Den after kbox went to orchard meet JieLin n Shirlyn.. They both pull mi go take neo prints.. All beri ugly ar.. Lolx.. Den zX came n save mi.. Go wif him to Bugis to meet Yun, Angel n Zhen.. They oso bought a present 4 kL.. It was a hp chain.. Gt her name on it.. LinG.. Haha.. Den we went to BreadTalk n bought a cake lor.. Heads straight to ChaXuan le.. I feel ChaXuan is a nice place to celebrate bdaes.. Haha.. Cos zX 1 oso celebrate there de.. Den ask kL to cum over.. Actually she told mi she already ar gar noe wad happening le.. Cos she say i duno how to lie? Hmm.. Am i such a bad liar? Maybe i duno how to bluff gals.. -.- Den she came we light up the cake.. She was shock.. - Happy Advanced Birthday To KaiLinG - I hope so.. After all tt hard work.. Lolx.. Den we kuang sing n kuang takes pics.. Haha.. Pics can be found in my pics gallery.. Hehe.. Ji tao beri fun.. Den we oso kuang say cold jokes.. Beri lame.. Sing until 11 plus like tt.. Den we go off lor.. Reach hm ard 1 plus.. Cos sent Yun hm.. She is really 1 of my best pal.. I oso duno y.. Loves chatting wif her.. Haha.. Reach hm.. Chat wif kL online asking her how she felt ar.. Blah blah lor.. Today went to skool like a walking zombie.. Haha.. Not enough slp.. Den get back 2 test papers.. Haix.. Fail both.. I haf decided to work hard frm nex wk onwards.. Haha.. I onli can sad 4 awhile nia.. After awhile i am back to my old self le.. Haha.. After skool.. Meet zX they all 4 dinner.. But den end up watching a movie.. 13 going 30.. Quite a nice show.. Beri funny.. nv regret watching.. Haha.. I rated it.. 7/10.. Hehe.. Ok la.. i tink i will end here.. Back to msn chatting le..
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 12:55 AM|
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
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*Moodswing.. Wondering Why???*
22/08/04
10.33pm
Alot of things crosses my mind.. I am jux feeling like a clueless kid in the middle of nowhere under a thunderstorm.. Onli the slashes of rain drops n the heartbeats could be heard.. Standing there wondering wat the fuck am i doing here? There had been quite alot tings happening during the past few days.. Friday as usual i was working.. Kster had change the wallpaper.. Gt S.H.E, 5566 n Kone de.. The Andy Lau changes to Ren Xian Qi le.. It was quite a boring n moody day for every1.. Bcos tt fat ass is watching over us.. Every1 was in a foul mood.. For mi.. I oso duno how cum like tt.. It all started when i saw my smses at orchard wif zX, Tian n MeiZhu (another new fren) Saturday was ji tao even a fark up day i had.. I was clearing up a room.. N i saw a pack of cigarettes.. There is still a few sticks like tt.. (5 - 6 sticks) I dun smoke wat so i gif to Simon lor.. Bcos he ji tao so ke lian.. Dinner he had to eat maggi mee let alone to buy a pack of cigarettes.. But nv did i noe tt the customer actually came back up to take the cigarettes.. Simon had no choice but to hand it over lor.. Lorenz was there looking at the whole process.. As usual.. He told off Ah Bi first.. I am so sry Ah Bi.. Everytime is u kena first bcos of us.. Really feel bad.. After tt Ah Bi told mi tt Lorenz tot is Simon took the cigarettes n regard him as dishonest.. Without hestiating.. I went to confess to Lorenz.. I told him tt the pack of cigarettes is i found 1.. Den i gif it to Simon.. Is not his fault ma.. I dowan Lorenz to wu hui.. Cos he already put Simon n Kanzy on blacklist liao.. Lorenz told mi off lor.. I was a little bu shuang la.. But wat to do.. He is boss.. I jux haf to listen n ren lor.. Den tt Simon was so stoopid to cum up to us.. N bcos of 1 sentence Simon said ar.. Lorenz was on fire.. "It is jux a pack of cigarettes nia.." He is such a fool sia.. Y mux he cum? Y mux he said out tt sentence? I noe he doesn't really noe how to express himself.. It was none of his business oso.. It was mi hu gif de ma.. He jux put in his pocket nia.. I was ji tao sianx tt day.. I duno y i am still working.. Duno.. Maybe tis will be the last mth i be working.. Haix.. Wad a bad day for mi.. Today i was slping wif thoughts n thoughts on my head.. I couldn't slp well.. Tt y i could not meet u zX.. So sry.. Can some 1 tell mi wat the difference between crush n love? I am really at lost.. Y i everytime sms her she jux ignored mi? Some 1 told mi.. 1 way to 4get a past relationship is to try liking some1.. Does tt really work? Can memories be erased jux like tt? It is so easy? If it is.. Den how cum it is called memories? I had tot of liking some 1.. But i tink i am jux using her to 4get her.. It is not beri fair to her.. Told alot of ppl dun be sad.. Mux be happy.. Cheer up.. Y sad? If u can choose to be happy or sad? But can i really do it myself? I dun tink so.. I am jux trying to be happy.. It is so difficult? Every story has an ending.. But in life.. An ending means a new beginning.. So am i belong to story? Or life? Or i dun even exists?
“True love doesn’t have a happy ending. That’s because true love doesn’t have an ending."
"A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance."
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 11:15 PM|
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
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*Singing Wo De Cuo By B.A.D*
19/08/04
9.33pm
Jux wake up.. Eaten my dinner n i am here updating my blog.. Oh ya.. Today soup so super nice tt i drank 2 bowls.. (Carrot Soup) Ytd was zX birthday!!! - Happy Belated Birthday Zhi Xiong - As usual we went to celebrate his birthday wif the same old ppl.. LeeTian, wL, ShunJie.. Tis time.. Gt 1 more new person.. She is Lynn.. A fren of theirs.. Beri funny n joker oso.. Small tings can made her luff until stomachache.. zX has tis craving to go ChinaBlack.. Ji tao means i cant go.. Haix.. But LeeTian gt an idea lor.. She said i look like 1 of their fren Alex Chang.. (I end up having his profile up in my head) Lent the IC frm him.. Ji tao not like mi.. Wa lao.. Tis time die le la.. Gotta to spoilt every 1 mood liao.. Haix.. On the journey there.. I was so nervous.. Reading his stuffs over n over again.. Den earlier on.. We gt ask kL along.. Cos LeeTian was the onli gal den.. B4 she ask Lynn.. But kL jux dowan to cum.. Well back to ChinaBlack.. wL was first in Q.. I was second.. We took out our ICs.. Den showed it to him.. Ji tao i was like normal.. But deep down.. I was praying like hard.. Lolx.. But i nv did not expect.. The outcome was.. "Pls proceed to ur right.." wOoOO.. Haha.. Did our payment n up we go.. HAVOC!!! Haha.. Wow.. ChinaBlack is indeed BLACK!!! Lolx.. First time there.. *Beri Sua Ku..* Aniway.. There is 1 more gal joining us.. I heard.. Annabelle.. She is 1 of our K-ster ex staff.. Saw her once nia.. Tt time she come n sings.. She oso beri havoc oso.. She likes to talk ba.. I tink.. Cos she really talks alot.. Ji tao like story teller.. Gt actions n sound effects 1.. Ji tao like watching movie n those dramas.. So funny.. Den at there i oso had a little shock.. kL suddenly pop out lor.. 7th month leh.. Wa lao.. i tot i seeings tings.. Lolx.. Bluff mi.. I will remb de.. Haha.. We actually danced!!! Haha.. Beri fun.. I tink i like it.. Hehex.. After tt we went to haf breakfast/supper at serangoon.. Choy Moy joining us.. She ji tao ytd nite was so quiet.. Maybe bcos we were all listening to Annabelle's story.. Haha.. Joking n luffing away.. Haha.. Made 2 new fren.. 2 different persons.. Totally different.. Went back hm ard 7 plus.. Took a bath n doze off straight away.. Woke up at 12.45.. N went to skool le.. Return Alex the IC den went 4 tutorial liao.. At there hor.. We were discussing love phrases sia.. I oso duno how we started sia.. After skool went straight hm n straight to my bed.. Lolx.. Until now lor.. Tml mux wake up early.. Cos 8 start skool.. So i tink will slp early.. Geez.. Nite guys..
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 9:56 PM|
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
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*Yawn*
17/08/04
4.05pm
It's been a few days since i blogged le.. Getting lazier n lazier.. Haha.. Wish i had 48hrs a day sometimes.. Friday, i went to work as usual.. After work, Zell n yL gt someting to tok wif mi.. So i meet them at the bball court down the hse 1.. Actually i noe wat they wan to tok abt.. Is abt tt ting in irc 1.. Actually i oso dun tink i am at fault oso.. He shouldn't ask mi those stuffs when i am at my lowest point.. Haix.. I oso dowan to lose a friend over such a small matter lor.. It is really stoopid lor.. Nvm.. Wat over is over.. Saturday was another boring day at work lor.. But LeeTian is joining us at K-ster not the fireworks lor.. So at least not so bad.. After work.. They came to punggol n haf supper/breakfast wif Zell yL n jW.. Haha.. So crowded sharing 1 table nia.. Plus wL n ShunJie.. Sunday... went to watch fireworks.. WoOooO.. It was so nice.. Ji tao power.. Ji tao best.. Cos it was the first time i saw the fireworks right at my face.. -.-" Haha.. Den went to PS watch Twins Effect 2.. Ji tao nice.. Ji tao best too.. Haha.. Beri lame.. The 1st 1 n 2nd 1 totally no link de lor.. 1st 1 abt vampires.. The 2nd 1 abt the world ruled by females.. Den males as slaves.. Gillian was so cute!! Haha.. Charlene was chio too.. Hehex.. Ji tao love it.. Too bad edison dies so early in part 2.. After show.. Took a cab hm cos it already past 12 le.. Den Monday was ji tao a super busy day.. Went to skool at 9am.. Went there so early to rush my NMM project.. Managed to finish in 3.5 hrs time.. Haha.. I was copying here n there n kept changing my name n call it mine.. Hehex.. Den tt Kanzy sms mi ask wan to go ktv ma.. Den he said he ask LeeTian n zX.. I sees nan de Kanzy off.. Den dowan to spoilt his mood so i agreed lor.. But den LeeTian told mi she wed wun be joinning us so she wan to celebrate zX bdae along lor.. Haix.. Not coming jux over someting stoopid she did.. -.-"
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 4:20 PM|
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
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*Tired.. Wear out.. Exhausted... Eyes Closing.. Ji Tao zZzz*
12/08/04
7.10pm
Jux gt come after havoc.. Did not really update my blog these days.. I getting more n more lazy i guess.. Da lan zhu.. Ok.. Lets get started.. Wan to collapse ani time.. On Monday.. I was working lor.. So actually nth really happen mux.. Oh ya.. Haf.. Kanzy n Simon lor.. I feel hor.. I no matter how sad or moody.. Once gt them ar.. Everything will be different.. They r jux so funny.. Beri lame oso.. Can luff until u stomachache de.. Tt time i took the same transport as them.. We were luffing all the way i reach hm first.. Ji tao funny sia.. Den tuesday i was oso working.. Tt day was Jasmine birthday.. - Happy Birthday Jasmine !!! - Haha.. We did celebrate wif her on tt day.. We even gif her a susprise.. Tt day i ask zX, LeeTian n wL come kster sing cos tt fat ass is not there.. Den told them is Jasmine bdae.. Every1 fork out some money n zX n wL went to buy the cake.. They came back frm the back door.. (Shh!!! Haha..) Den wif the customers' consent, Simon played the bdae song at Hall.. Haha.. I bet she was susprised.. Hehex.. Oh ya.. The cake was so nice.. So beautiful.. Ji tao dun feel like eating.. (In e end i took a large piece..) Den every1 was back to work.. Den i ji tao slack until i can reply sms lor.. Wendy started to sms mi these few days.. Asking mi how am i.. She even ask mi if i am single now.. I told her i now mei ren yao.. She reply mi jokingly she yao.. I noe she is joking de la.. Or seriously 1? Beats mi.. How i noe gals' heart? Ani way.. I am happy wif my present life.. I dowan to be tied down again.. Feeling so tired to start another relationship.. Guess i will be single tis time 4 a beri beri long time.. Haha.. Now oso not bad.. Can go havoc wif zX, LeeTian, wL, ShunJie n Jim (The last 2 r my new frenz.. Haha.. Oso beri funny 1 they 2) Jux now.. wL suddenly feels like going to watch a movie.. Since i oso beri sianx at hm.. Den i ok lor.. Den ask LeeTian n ShunJie to cum along.. We watch CatWoman.. It was quite a nice show lor.. If u like spiderman 2 hor.. I tink u will like tis 1 too.. Exciting!!! I tink it is worth it lor.. (We watch $7.50) After tt zX came to meet us.. Actually we were supposed to head hm straight after movie de.. Den we bai chi zX.. Haha.. Shld look at his face.. So ke lian.. Den zX suggest or duno hu la.. 4get le.. Go Toa Payoh Kbox sing.. Den we all bai chi zX ma.. Den all like faking on him lor.. But den suddenly LeeTian says.. "Wan to go anot? really.. Ani way i nex wk not free liao.." After tt we were on our way to Toa Payoh liao.. Wth.. Haha.. Really too havoc liao they all.. Still not e end hor.. Reach Toa Payoh.. Onli to found out tt there onli open until 12pm not 3am.. Ji tao sianx half.. Den new plans came up lor.. KUnion.. zZzz.. It was already 12am liao lor.. Ji tao tink cab is the onli transport.. But to our susprise.. Still gt bus leh.. 105.. Haha.. Save alot.. Den sing sing blah blah.. Until every 1 were so shag.. zX n wL took the first train hm.. Den mi, LeeTian n wL took a cab.. Tt fat pig.. So lazy.. Wan to take cab.. Pull ShunJie along lor.. In e end i oso tio.. Ji tao sian.. I forcely agree lor.. Since ShunJie stays my there onli.. Ok la.. Each person $3.50 like tt.. So actually not so bad la.. Haha.. Ok la.. I tink i will end here le la.. So long entry later ppl read until dowan to read liao.. Lolx.. Ji tao going to kuang slp.. Later nite still gt work.. But tink tonite will be a sianx sianx 1.. Cos Kanzy n Simon off sia.. Haix.. Ok la.. Enough le.. Zai Jian!!!
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 7:35 AM|
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Monday, August 09, 2004
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*At Lost...*
09/08/04
2.15pm
First of all.. I tink i gt to wish some 1 happy birthday.. Singapore.. Haha.. - Happy Birthday Singapore!!! - Did not update my blog last 2 days.. I am jux too busy.. Working these few days.. Gt woke up by zX's call at ard 12 plus like tt.. Wanted to update my blog b4 going to meet them.. But den.. kL was kinda of moody.. So chat wif her trying to cheer her up.. End up gt to take a cab down to Outram to meet them.. Actually my love life was not going on well oso.. Tt noon she msg mi a sms tt left mi stunted.. I jux duno how to reply.. Meet zX n LeeTian liao.. Went to Cha Xuan n sing cos zX sat nite suddenly gt the craving to sing.. Cos gt alot of new songs ma.. LeeTian left ard 4 plus to work at the fireworks festival.. Den not long after Kanzy came n join us liao.. At tt time she gt sms mi.. Telling mi how mux she needed mi.. I am really confused.. Really duno wad to do.. I am really really tired to tok abt relationship now.. Y can't she jux understand? Y takes tings 4 granted.. Onli after u loses it den u regret it now.. Haix.. I tot abt it over n over again.. Once a vase is broken.. It is.. No matter how hard u try to glue it back.. There will always be marks there.. Sometimes i really feel like telling her i dun love her ani more.. Den maybe she will gif up? I really dowan to hurt her ani more.. I am jux too tired.. too tired.. I did not really reply her sms.. Cos zX's hp no batt le.. Den i lent him mine lor.. I guess 4getting her is the way out? I really hope she can understand.. Really do.. I really hope we can remains as fren not as foes.. Haix.. I am having so many probs sia.. Really feel like crying.. Going to work on mon, tue, thur, fri n sat.. Cos my family gt finance prob.. Gt to work during my holiday.. So xin ku sia.. I hope tis crisis will be over fast.. *Sigh*
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 2:30 PM|
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Saturday, August 07, 2004
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*Confused*
07/08/04
7.10am
Ytd was suppose to be a happy day for mi.. Tis is bcos i having my last paper le.. Den the whole of nex wk i will be having holiday.. Yeah~ After my Java paper, i went to eat wif my fren at design skool.. The western food was super.. Pork Chop was so nice.. It was betta den business skool sia.. Haha.. Ji tao pi ping.. After tt as usual, we would go to pavilion n haf a game of billard.. It was so sianx sia when tt D started to follow us.. He was such a pest.. Everyone dislike him alot.. Cos he like to tok big.. Played 2 rds of billard.. (Draw game - mi n WeiLiang) Den i went to meet zX at Toa Payoh MRT station.. He took mi to a beri cheap place to dye my hair.. The cost was $25.. more $7 cos zX dye onli $18.. But i feel it is worth it lor.. Services was quite gd.. $25 is indeed a bargain.. Some ppl can even cut their hair at $28 lor.. The outcome? Hmm.. zX says beri nice.. Den meet LeeTian n wL.. They both say the colour is beri nice.. I tink i become more shuai? Haha.. Den we ate Mac for dinner.. Ta Bao some Mac foods 4 kL.. She singing room wif her cousin.. Kster was once again alive bcos Kanzy n Simon came back le.. I was so happy to see them back sia.. Kanzy n Simon still the same old them.. Still like to joke n crap.. Lolx.. Den today the Lorenz was so bu shuang.. Duno wif wat oso.. Maybe is the business not gd den blame on us lor.. He scold every 1 lor.. Includes mi.. wL was the most ke lian 1.. Tt y i tink today will be the last day i will be working wif him le.. I will miss him de..
Everything was going on so fun until.. I saw some 1.. Some 1 hu show mi wat is true love.. Some 1 whu i had given my heart to.. Some 1 i tot i had 4gotten until... She reappears today at Kster.. She was singing wif her fren at rm 7.. My mood started to change.. My thoughts in my mind are all abt her.. Qns jux pop out of my mind.. Is she coming to see mi? Or is she coming to let mi see tt she is living on fine? Or am i tinking too mux? I had alot of words, sentences i wanted to say to her.. But i jux do not haf the courage to do so.. Until now.. I still duno if it was my fault? Or hers? Or maybe there is no right or wrong in love? I wanted to tell her.. The wallet she given mi.. Is still by my side.. The keychain she given me.. Is always by my side.. These r the memories she left 4 mi.. The once true love she had given mi.. Will always be in my mind 4eva.. When i knock off.. I saw her downstairs.. Not long.. Transport came n i jux walked past her toward the bus.. But den.. I still call her when i am on bus.. She sound tt she had 4gotten mi already.. She was waiting 4 a fren.. (It was not mi) So i guess i will try to 4get her again.. wL was such a gd listener.. Ji tao his love life was jux like mine.. So similar.. He told mi alot of stuffs which i tink had help mi alot.. I tink it will takes mi some time to get rid of her in my mind.. I mux try.. I mux..
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 7:40 AM|
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Thursday, August 05, 2004
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*Sick - Fever, Headache, Sore Throat, Stomachache... Suffering..*
05/08/04
7.25pm
At last ar.. I am really sick liao.. Even since last year b4 the O lvl until now.. Tis morning i woke up wif a spinning headache sia.. So pain.. Ji tao until cant walk properly.. Den i dun tink i can make it to my FDCNK exam lor.. Den rest 4 a while b4 going to polyclinic to see a doc.. There were a lot of ppl sia.. So crowded.. I 10 plus went to polyclinic liao.. Reach hm abt 12 plus sia.. So long.. Ji tao can slp there while waiting.. Haha.. (Maybe bcos i too long nv go polyclinic liao) Wa lao.. Suffering sia.. Help!!! Head beri pain.. Throat oso beri pain.. Haix.. i wish tml can be alright sia.. Cos meeting zX going out 1.. N the Java exam.. Dowan to miss.. Now is 7.30pm plus le.. I haven even eaten le.. Frm morning until now.. I dun tink i feel like writing ani more le la.. So cold.. (Wearing sweater now..) Stop here le la b4 i gt a breakdown..
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 7:35 PM|
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
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*Tired*
04/08/04
11.40pm
WoOoOO.. Jux gt hm.. Went to bath n started writing my blog.. Today i am so happy.. Bcos today is the day i feng kuang de go shopping.. Go wif wL, SoonJie, Jim n zX.. I bought alot of stuffs sia.. Haha.. A pair of Levi jean (At Heeren) A nice white t-shirt (At Heeren oso) Jay's new album (At Far East.. Bought at $17.90 onli.. Hehe) N S.H.E de comic bk (At kino) Really beri long nv like tis happy liao.. Den after tt we meet LeeTian watch moive (At Cine) I-Robot.. Den go eat first b4 watching.. SoonJie told us a beri lame joke.. He say "Jux now i order foods, the counter ask mi.. Chilli, ketchup or tomato?" Lolx.. Den after tt saw Wendy.. She cut hair le.. Nv sees her clearly.. She says she shy.. Lolx.. The show was so nice.. Ji tao exciting n funny oso.. Nv regret watching.. But today bcos of time ar.. I nv go dye.. Haix.. So sad.. zX say friday den bring mi go.. Sianx.. Friday lor.. Now i am so shag.. I tink i will end here le la.. Mux start on my revision of FDCNK le.. Tml is exam.. Haha.. Wish mi luck..
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 11:56 PM|
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
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*Sore Throat... Cant Luff Out Loud... zZzz*
03/08/04
11.50pm
Actually now is 2 plus le.. Suppose to be 04/08/04.. Haha.. But i smart rite.. Hui Dao Guo Qu.. Haha.. Today ar.. Gt the NMM exam.. Alrite la.. Tink i can pass but not wif flying colours.. Den zX sms mi.. Say today go take pay.. Den ok lor.. Ask him wan to meet earlier ma.. Den go town walk walk first.. Den i ask kL, LeeTian, QiuYun and Wayne (Beri long nv see him le) along to take pay oso.. Meet zX at orchard mrt station.. Den we walk towards Far East and saw kL n her fren.. Wa lao.. So qiao.. She going Cine makan (Den oso nv ask us wan to cum along ma.. Lolx) Den i n zX tian mi mi go eat BK.. Today hor.. We like spent most of our money on foods.. Order a value meal den some side dishes.. Den after tt we meet LeeTian, we go Mos n eat again.. Buy the strawberries n eat.. So nice.. Den jux now gt a sudden craving 4 ice-cream.. Den i dun care.. Sore throat oso eat.. Wahaha.. Like tis goes on ar.. I tink i will be like last time de wo.. Cant.. Mux jian fei le.. Lolx.. Den not long.. QiuYun meet us oso.. Den we went to HMV.. Cos Jay album out le.. But onli 4 those hu gt pre-order den can take.. *Sad* Cant sees how the album looks like.. Maybe tml i will go hunt n sees where gt.. Haha.. After tt QiuYun's Sis oso came n join us.. Den kL finally pop out.. Took 190 to Chinatown to take pay.. Hmm.. I was so susprised sia.. He nv cut my pay.. I so happy.. Gt xtra cash le.. Tml going out shopping.. HAVOC!!! Cos tml no exam den no nid go to skool lor.. Haha.. Tml oso the day my hair is not black ani more.. zX bringing mi a place hor.. Dye $18 bucks onli.. Cheap hor? But zX dye until so nice.. Cant believe oso mux believe le.. Lolx.. So looking forward to tml.. (Actually it is tml.. Lolx)
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 11:58 PM|
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Monday, August 02, 2004
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*Sick And I Am Still Studying*
02/08/04
7.20pm
Hmm.. Mood getting betta le.. Ytd still went out wif LeeTian, ZhiXiong, WeiLiang and Jim (A fren of theirs) Ytd was the first time i saw him.. He was so bloody lame too.. Bth him.. We went to catch a movie ytd.. Brotherhood.. Ji tao thumbs up!!! Haha.. So nice.. Touching.. Even though there is some er xin de parts.. It is worth it.. ($8.50) Haha.. I noe tis show beri long liao le.. Cos i jux haf no time 4 movie lor.. Every wk gt work.. zZzz.. At last ytd gt to watch a movie.. It was oso beri long ever since i go town.. We watched until 12 plus.. Den talk a while of craps b4 taking cab hm.. Reach hm at 1 plus, den went straight to my studies (I gt exams today lor.. But i nv regret cos Brotherhood was so NICE!!! Lolx) Today gt 2 paper.. IISO n Cmaths.. I dun tink i can make it 4 both subjects.. Haix.. Probably will fail until chiam chiam.. Tml NMM exam.. Guess i will study hard for it? Most probably will.. Haha.. Oh ya.. Today i was sick sia.. Haha.. Cos i beri long nv sick liao lo.. Ever since last yr.. Long hor? Haha.. Not beri serious la.. But still can luff n craps.. Hehe~ I tink i will end here le.. Later no time to study.. Den again fail until chiam chiam i dowan.. Haha.. *Off to study le* TatA~
maRcUs` (",)
| yawns @ 7:40 PM|
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